binglemumps

So on top of not being good at talking to strangers, the latest flaw I’ve discovered about myself is that I’m a real judgmental bitch. I mean, I always knew I was a judgmental bitch. But the realisation just struck me again recently, how I’m generally so unimpressed by people (especially people on Bart. And even more especially people on Bart on weekends. I HATE Weekend Barters. Here I am trying to get to work on a Sunday and there you are taking my seat cos you’re going to some stupid ball game. Gawd. Get off my turf already.)

It’s really hard for me to like people. I kinda forgot that for a while cos I’ve been liking everyone at work. But the Judgmental Bitch has now resurfaced. It’s so irrational. Even if I manage to rationalise it I can’t tell if it’s really because of the rational reason or if I just don’t like the person’s face.

But then that’s why I’m really nice to the people I like. And when I like someone I usually like them a lot. Cos they’re just so hard to find, you know? I always thought I was an easily amused person (I know py thinks so!!!) but then there aren’t that many people I meet who really make me laugh. Being funny is such an underrated feature. I think if you’re funny you can get away with so many things. But if you’re not funny you damn well better be making it up with every other aspect of your existence.

I’ve completely digressed. I miss my friends. I miss my coworkers who quit and went on vacation. I wallow in self pity. Boohoo.